NguSiphesihle Notwabaza
Kuqala kubemnyama phambi kokuba
kukhanye, sakhe satsho esinye isithethi ngenye imini. Lentetho ibonakele
ingenakuphikiswa ngexesha lenkosikazi ithwaxwa zindidi zonke zemozulu-ukusuka
kumaqhwa, izandyondyo zemvula nditsho neqabaka ebangela igazi libaleke
zishiyeke izandla zimhlophe qhwa. Lamaqhwa aquka ukushiywa kwakhe ngumlingani
kanye ngexesha awayemdinga ngalo kakhulu. Abantwana engingqini belunyukiswa
ukuba bangazibandakanyi nabakhe. Konke oku kungenxa yokuba wamnkela inkolo
engaxhaphakanga kwisizwe esintsundu. Konke yena oku wayekubona nje ngezoluleko
zokumomeleza ukuze abe ngu-Imaan (umgcini tempile (mosque)) ongenakugungqa. Kakade ukholo ulungenazilingo
nazintshutshiso lufile.
KuseMfuleni
apha, esinye seziphaluka iKapa eliziqhenyayo ngokusizala. Ilanga lishushu kangangokuba
onechem uchengezela ngathi udyibheke iGlecerine. Amaziko okoja inyama adwele
okwabaphangeli ekuseni belindele uduladula, abahlali baphithizela okwentwala
egezeni. Kukulengingqi kanye apho kuhlala khona umfazi owamnkela inkolo
yobuSilamsi (Islam)-sizokudlana naye indlebe.
Emva
kwamatyeli amaninzi silahleka kuthe thu umSamariya olungileyo wasikhokela
wasibonisa umzi ka Imaan. “Yhe bhuti akuwazi na uMfula, uhlala phi kanti wena?”
itsho lenkosikazi isamnkela emzini wayo. Ibe sele isiyalela ukuba masiye
kwigumbi elingemva, apho sizakuhlinzela impuku khona. Eligumbi kulapho kanye
unqulo lubanjelwa khona (Masjid okanye iMasque ngokwendlela abayibiza ngayo).
Ucoceko olulalpha luthi,”suthula, ncoma”. Yona (lenkosikazi) iziqamamngele
ngesivatho sesiSilamsi, xa sizazisa kuyo imamele ngononophelo, onode ulibhidanise
nolomntu omamele uMantyi- ide inqwale apho kukho imfuneko.
ITreasure
ilapha izokubaza iindlebe xa uLulama Imaan Sontsongo ominyaka ingamashumi amane
(40) eyichubela ibali lakhe eliquka ukugagana namahla ndinyuka ngexesha
esandula kuguqukela ebuSilamsini. Phambi kokuba incoko iqhube uyasitsuphezela;
“Ndililungu leqela lamanina kumbutho olawuyalo (African National Congress
Women’s League). Ndineminyaka eyileyo pha kwelishumi elinantlanu ndiqhuba.”
Uthi wayengumabizwa asabele xa kuthethwa ngezopolitiko ngexesha wayesenza
amabanga aphakamileyo. Nto leyo eyakhokelela ekubeni azuze ubulungu kumbhutho
omele amalungelo abafundi (Congress of South African Students (COSAS)). Kodwa
eyonanto anomdla wokusibalisela ngayo yinkolo yakhe.
Linyathelo
(utshintsho lwenkolo) elingaqhelekanga eli, kakhulu kwisizwe esintsudu, umdla
esinawo wokwazi isizeka bani sokuze azibandakanye nalenkolo mkhulu kakhulu.
“Kwakungekho lula tu mntasekhaya anduxoka,” ugqabaza atsho. Uthi akazange
ayicinge into yokuba angazibona sele eliMuslim, into athi wayeyonyanya kakhulu.
Ukwamnkela khwakhe lenkolo akuzange kube kukuzikhethela-kwabasemva kokuba
wayethanda ukuba namaphupha nathi wayengawaqondi ukuba ayethetha ntoni
ngeloxesha.
Esalibele
kukunkaniza njalo, engafuni kuyamkela lenkolo; ngonyaka wama2004 walizwa
ngamawele (azizini ezahlukeneyo) kodwa ngelishwa eli liyinkwenkwe laqhuzuka.
Ukufatshaza ityuwa enxebeni; kunyaka olandelayo umyeni wakhe waxhwila
liXhalanga ekuthiwa ukubizwa kukufa. Yimeko leyo athi yamshiya omelwe ngumqa
ezamisweni; abantwana wayezakubondla ngantoni? Uthi wayengenayo tu kwaphela
impendulo kulombuzo.
“Esaphila
umyeni wam ndandithanda ukuba namaphupha, kulamaphupha kwakubangathi ndikwindlu
ezele ngamaMuslim, kubengathi ndinxibe ezilokhwe zawo zinde,”
uyabalisa.“Bendifudula ndingumama webhatyi kwenye inkonzo (iTreasure
iyayazi le nkonzo) yaye ndiyonyanya kakhulu inkolo yobuSilamsi ndizixelela into
yokuba andisoze ndiguqukele kuyo,” utsho u-Imaan noyinzalelwane yasePort
Allfred kwiphondo leMpuma Koloni.
“Ngaminazana
ithile ndafumana isimemo kumntu othile, endimemela kwiMasque elapha ngenzantsi.
Esithi lomntu zonke ezingxaki zam zizakusombululeka ukuba ndithe ndaya khona,”
utsho. “Ndaqonda ukuba mandiye nje, ndingamdanisi umntu wabantu-kodwa ndisazi
ukuba andisoze ndibeLisilamsi mna,” uyabalisa. Uthi esakungena ngaphakathi
wabona awayengakulindelanga. “Zonke ezizinto ndandisoloko ndizibona
kulaamaphupha wam zazipha kulaMasque,” utsho. Uthi wavakala ezibuza; ‘ifuna
ukuba yintoni ke ngoku le?’ Emva kwalondibano kanye, wathatha isigqibo sokuba
ave isiziba ngodondolo; wamkela inkolo yesiSilamsi. Uthi ngokwenza njalo yabangathi
udilize indlu yoonomeva okanye urholotshe ingqweje yenomi; abahlali bayintw’
ibila ukumbukula oku. Besenza nje konke okungcungcuthekisa umphefumlo
wakhe-kodwa wazingisa, kakade umzingisi akanashwa.
Uqhuba
ngelithi ukunyamezela kwakhe kwazisa umvuzo; kungekudala nje emva kokuguquka
kwakhe izinto zatshintsha, umngeni owawusele mnye yayiyindawo ephangaleleyo
yokuqhubela unqulo. Kodwa ukuzila nemithandazo emithathu (3Ragads) yamvunisa
iziqhamo ezichumileyo.
“Ndaxelelwa
ukuba ukuze izinto zakho zihambe kakuhle, kwi-Islam kufuneka wenze imithanadazo
emihlanu, nam ndamana ndisenza njalo. Tyhini izinto zatshintsha noko ngoku,”
itsho inkosikazi engumama wabantwana ababini. Uthi iqela lesibini sele
lisifumene isipho-mali sokufunda (iBursary ke ngelasemzini). Esisipho siphuma
eGate’s Ville-sinika ithuba kubantwana lokufunda e-Islamia, nalapho athi
abonwabe abantwana yehaa!
“Abaantwana
bonwabe kakhulu, banikwa yonke into-fele-fele,” uqhayisa atsho, ethetha
ngabantwana athi bahlala e-Ottery nathi baphila ubom obuntofontofo.
Akalibelanga
kananjalo ukudlulisa umyalezo wombulelo koosomashishini basekuhlaleni
(amaSomaliya) nathi inkxaso yabo iyamangalisa. Uthi benza umnikelo ngezinto
zokupheka ezifana ne-soup nesonka, ze enze isidlwana, alungiselele abantwana
nabathi xa bebuya esikolweni badlule kwakhe bafumane okuya ethunjini. Uthi
konke ke oku kumakhele iwonga kunye nesidima ekuhlaleni. “Ndatsho ndaziwa
mntak’ abawo ukuba ndingumntu,” utsho ‘umama kaBobo’ nanjengoko ebizwa
ngolohlobo engingqini.
Xa kanye
siwufulathela umzi wayo le nkosikazi, umfoti uyayicela kuba iphumele phandle
nalapho kuzakuthathelwa khona imifanekiso, engabonakalisi noluncinci uphawu
lokukriniza, wenza njalo. Kungu“danya-danya” no“xhakra-xhakra,” umfoti ubile
ulithontsi uthabatha imifanekiso, bayaphuma abahlali ukuza kuzityebisela amehlo
koku kwenzekayo-nababonakala bengakuqhelanga noko. Sicela indlela, usikhulula
ngobubele aze kananjalo asinqwenelele uhambo olukhuselekileyo.